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Monday, March 05, 2007
Listening to By The Way by Hinder
Ok, so I am so tired, I literally dont know what I am doing anymore + Im loosing my marbles. Man I want to say I regret going out last night/this morning, but I so dont, I actually really needed it especially speeding down the free way at 2am doing 195. But Im not here to talk about that, Im here to take all my anger out on a certain person/people/group who lets just say needs to grow up, mature up and get fucking laid (as
Dian says) because their "im so innocent, i dont know anything, i dont bitch about people" thing is getting old, very very old, and frankly if I hear that one more time, I think I would shuve a 50inch dildo (is that how you spell it) up their so called ass. As cold as it sounds, they need it. I mean ok, see I dont mind if you bitch about me then stop I can handle that but why do you wanna bitch about me everysingle day of your life? do you not have anything else to talk about? or do? why is it that you are NOT satisfied with your life so you bitch, to make your self better, does that even work?!?! Im guessing it doesnt, because the bitching hasnt stopped. Im just so.............annoyed!!! ehhhhhhhh!!! PISS ME OFF!! I just wanna bitch slap them. ( ok cyn breath in....breath out) anyways my reasonable bitching has to stop here, its 2am and I need to sleep, or else.
I think im loosing my marbels man, I have been forgeting alot of stuff, names, people, work, I seriouslly need a weekend of just sleep and nothing else. this could seriously damage my exams man. and ok I dont get it, because I cant be security and that im not going for the disco this friday, im not allowed to go for the year 11 party thing. whatthe? uh why? (not that I wanna go) but still, arent I in year 11? this school is so......(I wont say it, you use your wild imagination and think of it yourself)
till next time.
xoxo
ciao
L o V i N g Y o U
8:28 AM
(About Me)
okay, this is dee love. otherwise known as hugwhore number one, part of the dynamic duo that is cynthia and i.<
so, you should all at least know of this girl if you're reading this blog, but that doesn't mean you know
what she's like or who she truly is, so here i am, serving you the summary on a silver platter.
she's a butt kicking, ice cream licking, -- wait, let's just stop these futile attempts at summing up wondergirl.
currently she is 16, living in brunei and going through the life of an isbian (with yours truly - isb, represent,
baby), highs + lows and all.
coming from the lands of malaysia, india, portugal and china and blessing this world with the glory that is her
on september the 9th, she's into the punk rock scene with a twist
of some other fxcked up beats and loves the girly girl stuff, yet at the same time, is always willing to get down
and dirrty. she migrates to labuan every weekend or so and is a notorious relationship hopper (but working on
changing that - she has the best intentions at heart) and
she's always up for a good night out, especially when we were going through that drunken'ho phase together.
that's another thing, we've been through so much shit together and cliche as it sounds, life wouldn't be as fun
or interesting if she weren't in it. even though she's a party wild child, hair a-flickin' and boots a-kickin', she
does have her sensitive side and can be extremely wicked too. anyway, there's no actual way to describe cyn and
it's a crime to even try and attempt to, so it'd be best to get to know her yourself or else you'd be missing out
on so much
