Monday, January 29, 2007

Listening to The Rest Of My Life by Less Then Jake
Feeling, pissed off, sad and guilty

Its been ages since I last bloged, 'fink 'cause nothing interesting happened or I couldnt be bothered to hehe. Labuan wasnt so bad, On Friday at school a ate this sausage roll thingy and got sick 'cause of it, like literally sick, in Biology I couldnt do anything and my head was on the table the whole two period and I think Ms.Wooley knew 'cause she just left me, but like when I got home, I threw up, then left to Labuan. When I reached I was still feeling sick, and I did get sick, I got really high fever, flu and upset stomach it sucked, I took so much med's and hahaha Picie shared my drink and he got sick aswell haha so we, (my 4 cousins and Picie ) spent Friday under the covers *well it was only Picie and I that was unedr the covers* watching all the movies I brought, hehe I had a bucket next to me and Picie had 3 boxes of tissue hahaha. Luckly though we got better on Saturday, I stoped vomiting, my fever went down and my flu wasnt so bad, same for Picie so, at around 3pm we went swimming at Tiara *as usual we took over the pool* there, we met Jeremy *this cute guy that Charlotte has a crush on* but he left early so not much happened there, but we were then joined by Naz and Jerry. And that was fucking awesome, and uhm, lets just say Naz and I did stuff we werent supposed to. We swam till 7pm, while everyone was having a shower and everything my cousin Charlotte and I went to the Sona, there she told me some of her problems that was bothering her, and some disturbing ones as well, like that guy thats stalking her (if i find out who that is Im so gonna effing shuve my heels up his you know where) ANYWAYS...we were then interupted by Naz who joined us in the sona, and laid down on my lap, so the three of us was there for about an hour just talking, haha I love Naz man, Charlotte told him about the stalker dude and he was like "do you want me to kill him?" hehe anyways, while talking Cindy came and chased us out to get ready 'cause we were leaving soon, which we did after 2 minutes of "Naz will take me home dont worry" hehe. After swimming we went to u.k. just hanged out till 9:25pm where we left for home, got home Cindy and I had 5 mins to get ready to go out (me still in my bikini) got ready..really fast and left the house at 9:30pm (hahaha I was still wearing my bikini hehehe) first we went to S.P.E, where we joined my aunt, two JIS girls, Sabrina and Finion. At 11:30pm the two JIS girls, Sabrina and Finion left, when they left we were joined by these guys from Norway (Cant remember their names) hehe, then surprisingly Adam and DJ Yeo came and told us that we MUST go to popin hehe, they had one drink then left to popin. At 12am we sent my aunt home and Cindy and I left for Popin, where it was packed like crazy!!! We met up with Rudy (Cindy's bf), Lim & her friend, Adam and DJ Yeo. OMG, when Rudy went to the toilet, his friend introduced Cindy and I to, two of his friends whom Rudy doesnt know. so when Rudy came back he saw that the guys were coming a little to close, he basically punced the two guys, I was like AWESOME!!!! FIGHT!! but Cindy told me not to encourage it and she had to stop Rudy hehe, but then Rudy's friend came and said sorry etc etc and Rudy was like "oh I didnt know they were your friends etc etc" hehe so after that bit of excitment, we mucked around, danced, drank the night away and cause Cindy and I have been drinking since 9:3opm we needed to use to loo and guess what the girls loo was out of order so Adam took us to the one upstairs where the manager and stuff go, and we were like so DAMN LOUD talking, laughing and like going up the stairs and falling over, Adam was falling over as well so it was ok hehe, and the workers were just staring at us going "these strange people" hahaha. We continued with our drink, dance thing, then Cindy introduced me to the Excutive Manager of Popin(he now knows me YAY!! hehe) and to the head of police hehe so they all know me now. Oh and Rudy introduced me to one of his friend where he did this AWESOME magic trick but got interupted 'cause Cindy pulled me to the dance floor *shhesshh I wanted to know what happened to the cig* hehe. Then....Naz came and uh you can guess what happened. We left popin at 4am, went to the little shops to eat then went home. Woke up at 11am the next day, it was raining like hell, the whole freaking day, so I couldnt come back to Brunei, all the ferry's were cancelled, so Cindy and I went to Tiara and swam where we saw Jeremy again so we just hung out by the pool till evening. Then at night Rudy took Cindy and I for a ride cause his oh-so-fucking-sexah car came out, and the sound system is so FUCKING AWESOME the best I have ever heard, and I have heard alot hehe. It such an awesome car, and so low as well. Came back at 12am and went to bed 'cause I was taking the mornin ferry back to brunei. Im so damn sleepy 'cause my perfect sleep was interupted by Naz's 3am call, where he told me about his day, I was so sleepy I dont remember half the stuff he said hehe. but I have an idea 'cause he told me on Saturday that he was going boxing. Urge!! I miss him and I know I shouldnt, his so sweet....and buff, really tall, strong like I can sit on his shoulder while he is standing for as long as he want outside the pool and not feel anything, ofcourse I freaked out 'cause it was so high so he put me down hehe and he did like hand push-ups thingy while I was lying on them Im like how the fuck do you do that, arent I heavy??? hehe but it was all cool, I've actually known him for ages now and his big.....in more ways then one, if you get my drift....
I feel so bad, I mean I didnt see, talk or anything with Razie, I spent my weekend with basically......Naz(who is Rudy's cousin, so yep yep muslim)
Ok I think thats it for now, and my scandalous life, and yesh I know alot of people are gonna talk to me about "it" after reading this *sigh* anyways gonna go, duty calls...well not really Im just texting Picie and on the phone with Naz

xoxo
ciao


L o V i N g Y o U
6:28 AM


Thursday, January 11, 2007

Listening to Maneater by Nelly Furtado
Feeling HAPPY AND HYYYYPER

We had science prac exam today, it wasnt hard and it wasnt easy...hehe I did the biology one so fast, spend so much time for physics and rushed through Chemistry haha. I almost blew up the Chemistry lab cause for my chem experiment it sucked back and at first I didnt know untill Mr.Rigger told me I was like SHIT!!! but luckly it started bubbling again and I was like phew haha not only that but haha Nick almost blew up the place as well, he wanted to light the bunsen burner but that didnt happen hehe cause the tube was connected to the other side and he turned on the other gas thingy so when he lighted the match there was like this huge as flower flame and Mr.Rigger paniced and like ran to his place and put the fire out hahaha everyone one was like OH SHIT!!! and paniced a bit but then everyone was ok again hehe, man what an interesting exam and I dont mean the experiment, I mean all the accidents happening and like Eqbal, Amanda and I was talking at one point and Mrs.Sanderson didnt know hehe.

Guess what day it is tomorrow?!?! FRIDAY!!!!!!!!! YAY!!! Just have to get pass the english and science paper 1 exam and I am on my way to LABUAN!!!! hehehe, so cant wait!!

UMMMM..lets seeeeee what else....I think thats it ay,

till next time guys,

xoxo
ciao


L o V i N g Y o U
1:39 AM


Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Listening to No promises by Shayne Ward
Feeling its unexplainable.

OK so science exam was effing crap!!! I hated it!!! Im positive that I failed so..im gonna do well for paper 1 & 5 to get those extra marks, well atleast tomorrow is english so I can sleep in, hehe, while others do their killer malay exam ehehehe.
I dont really know what else to blog cuz I bloged just now in ICT. ah wells gonna make this short. Oh but I gotta say something though, Lane randomly started chatting to me, and its like awkward and like iono its weird, but good in away, he's leaving in two weeks time so he wants to catch up and see how im doing before he leaves thats really..sweet in a way hahaha and hoped that we'd bump into each other in gadong so he can give me my x'mas present hehe. Anyways moving on to better news, my dad said that if I pass my mocks he will pay for me to start on my driving lessons, you know what that means AHHHHH a new car *ahemBLOOD RED RX-8ahem* and I cn drive AHHHHHHHHHHH I so cant wait...best bit is he said that I dont have to get perfect marks as long as I pass my exam...if not I have to wait for my I/GCSE which is a long time sooooo ahhhhhh I cant wait hehehehe. You know what 2007 doesnt seem that bad, maybe cause my 2006 was bad hehe.

okays till next time guys,

xoxo
ciao


L o V i N g Y o U
6:10 AM


Monday, January 08, 2007

Listening to people clicking their mouse
Feeling bored&smiley

Urge!!! In ICT right now, finished my exam so I have nothing to do, its so BORING!!!! and so quite, all I can hear is chairs being draged along from up stairs, people clicking their mouse and the AC. I cant go on friendster cause they blocked it, I cant even go on my own site.. jeeeeze man, *hahahaha I fink Eqbal almost fell asleep hahaha* as I was saying jeeeze hehe.
AHH only 2 more days till Friday or was iiit 3 more days....? whatever it is, its still close so YAY!! Our printer became physco just now and started printing out heaps and heaps and HEAPS of stuff in chinese and it like wouldnt stop and Ms.Hancox started to panic and pissed of at the same time haha. And stupid Rif , such a cheater kept looking at my screen cause he couldnt do it, and he sent me an email asking me how to do task C cause he couldnt do it, buut being the good girl that I am, I didnt help him cheat, yes I know Im good...hahahaha
Man everyone who has finished are like so bored and we have SO much time left, ummm lets see what else..ahh Im so bored.
Oh yay!! DJ Yeo is coming to spin in popin in two weeks time..I have to go...HAVE TOOOOO!!!!!
hehe anyways I think thats it fo-OH SHIT!!!! I have Science exam next!! Oh crap oh crap oh crap oh crap!!!

wish me luck guys:S
till next time ay,

xoxo
ciao


L o V i N g Y o U
6:50 PM





L o V i N g Y o U
5:42 AM


Sunday, January 07, 2007

Listening to Better than me by Hinder
Feeling iffy?

So this weekend was different, I was so used to my weekends being jam pack and now that its not it feels weird…feels lonely, didnt do much on Friday ay, just stayed at home, Saturday was ok, I went to church (no im not joking), I went to church with Mags and her family and her cute lil cousin RC (he is sooooooo cute), after church we met up with Nigel and Nick, where we started talking about heaps of stuff that I cant remember hehe, then we went to super save, where we met up with Nigel again and started talking, after Nigel left Mags and I was so damn hungry so I bought green tea and a packet of crips and just started stuffing our faces while waiting for her mom to finish shopping. We then went back to her place watched Step Up while eating pasta, then my uncle came and picked me up. When I got back…..I fink thats when the lonely feeling kinda came, I dont know why, but…it just came, today was laid back as well, woke up ate showered watched tv kinda thing. Nothing interesting really.

So I have been thinking and I came up with a few New Year’s Resolution 1) Study harder for I/GCSE 2) Remember to use protection *hehe* 3) Try to have a long term relationship rather then hopping around 3) Don’t do the mistakes I did last year, e.g. things between Mark and I 4) Try not to shop so much 5) Be more independent 6) Hang out with the right group 7) To not give a crap about what people think of me 8) Live life to the fullest 9) Lose weight *hehe* 10) No regrets 11) Make my rents happy (if possible of course) 12) Try go get rid of my eating disorder. Well thats just some of my resolution, I'll probably think of something and add but for now this is good, mines different from others though, cause others are like stop drinking, stop smoking kinda thing and mine is like no regrets and stuff hehehe ahh wells ay hehe.

AHHHH!!! Cant wait till Friday 12/01/07 hehe cause then I get to go to labuan YAY!! Hehe, I feel like a child during Christmas who cant wait to open their present or something hehehehe, so sad man hehe, anyways I have nothing else to say cept I miss Razie hehe.

Till next time guys,
Xoxo
Ciao


L o V i N g Y o U
4:02 AM


Friday, January 05, 2007

Listening to me and you by Cassie feat. Diddy and Yung Joc
Feeling unexplainable hehe

Okay so exams has officially started..man im scared as crazy!!!! so today I was late for music exam...well I reached like 2mins before the exam which was ok..luckily I wasnt the only one that was late..and luckily we had Mr.Jefferson...Poor David though he came so late, he came like 10-15mins into the exam I fink...luckily Mr.J didnt do anything and let him in the exam and luckily he came in before Mrs.Sanderson, imagine if he came later:s. Anyways...I got all of my stuff organized so I have nothing to do, to distrack me from studying haha..yeah like thats ever gonna happen ay haha...

Life isnt that bad, new year started out great. Besides the thought of exams of course. I did so much shopping during my holiday I had to leave some stuff in K.K hahaha, Got really wasted, but that was only one night, the other nights I got highly tipsy hehe. Dj Fen left popin, its so sad now we have to know the new Dj so he will play our songs hehehe.
Oh I miss not going out in the weekend, and waking up late in the afternoon during the week and getting ready to go out straight away...or go to the beach and have a bbq...or go to tiara and meet up with shuffle dude (I still cant remember what his name was hehe) then in the weekend going to popin..meet up with shuffle dude and stuff...man I so miss that...then going crazy dancing away...on the bar or the speeker hahahaha and if im still abit sober on the dance floor hehe. Oh gawd...I effing MISS IT ALL!!!!!!!! Then coming back at like 5:30am, being hungry so we'll go out again all drunk at the lil shops to eat, we'll be so damn loud talking and laughing and somehow still manage to order the right food hahaha and the waiter will be like *sigh* not them again hahahahaha, and like going home round 7am then falling asleep and waking up round 12pm go swimming then go out again OH T.T I so miss it. Cant wait to do it all again!!!! I miss Razie so much as well, since I drink alot and he doesnt, he takes care of me hehe, hahahaha and being totally drunk and being like best of friends with Picie hahahaha man he's so funny, my cos Cindy told me that we're best of friends when we're drunk hahaha...god knows what we talk abt ay hahaha. T.T I sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Miss it!!!!! wanna go back man.
And I miss Razie so much as well T.T hehe

Okays I fink I have said enough for now hehe. till next time!!!!

xoxo
ciao


L o V i N g Y o U
1:29 AM

okay, this is dee love. otherwise known as hugwhore number one, part of the dynamic duo that is cynthia and i.<
so, you should all at least know of this girl if you're reading this blog, but that doesn't mean you know
what she's like or who she truly is, so here i am, serving you the summary on a silver platter.
she's a butt kicking, ice cream licking, -- wait, let's just stop these futile attempts at summing up wondergirl.
currently she is 16, living in brunei and going through the life of an isbian (with yours truly - isb, represent,
baby), highs + lows and all.
coming from the lands of malaysia, india, portugal and china and blessing this world with the glory that is her
on september the 9th, she's into the punk rock scene with a twist
of some other fxcked up beats and loves the girly girl stuff, yet at the same time, is always willing to get down
and dirrty. she migrates to labuan every weekend or so and is a notorious relationship hopper (but working on
changing that - she has the best intentions at heart) and
she's always up for a good night out, especially when we were going through that drunken'ho phase together.
that's another thing, we've been through so much shit together and cliche as it sounds, life wouldn't be as fun
or interesting if she weren't in it. even though she's a party wild child, hair a-flickin' and boots a-kickin', she
does have her sensitive side and can be extremely wicked too. anyway, there's no actual way to describe cyn and
it's a crime to even try and attempt to, so it'd be best to get to know her yourself or else you'd be missing out
on so much

Me Friendster
dee love
Mags
Aliaa
MOTA
Year 10
Dinesh
Simon&Dinesh
Mish-Mish
Bianca
Ally love
Isa
Adam
Amanda-panda
Vicky
Eqbal (Mad)
Allison
Anneke
Marcus
Chris
Gamboy
Sara
Karen

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