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Saturday, December 23, 2006
Listening to My Love by Justin Timberlake ft T.IFeeling sad in a way and in a lovey dovey my own little world kinda thing heheWhen people say love is blind, what do they really mean. Ok so hols have been ok, dont really wanna talk about it cause it just makes me depressed about what has happened. But not all bad things happened so it was all good, have been ehehe clubbing with my cousins and some friends.Him and I are back together again, hehe, and after last night I cant stop thinking about him, he makes me feel all tingly and warm inside...its so hard to explain....ahhh anyway, I wish I could turn back time and go back to last night, I really do=] ahhhh I wish I could put it down in words..but I really cant......!!!!Anyways I actually had a lot to blog about..but he keeps poping up in my mind and all problems just goes away so hehe. Okays me just gonna go for now..will try and blog properly when...iono hehe.xoxociaoScream my lungs out just to get to YOU!I feel so broken up and I wanna give up when you arent here, you keep me sane.
No one gets me like you do,Lets run away and never come back, we'll start a new life together,
there's just no one like you.......
L o V i N g Y o U
6:54 AM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Listening to some stupid game music, when it all falls apart by The Veronicas, Fat guy wrote a song about a girl by Airholes.Feeling...moody?So holidays are goin well...cant really say for my studies though which sucks ass hahahaha, helping my cousin Charlotte update her new blog haha but she cant remember her password nice one ay.Anyway.....not much to say cause I cant remember them hahahahaha bit blurrr today cause me ish sick:( great time to get sick!!!! I cant believe christmas is next week OMG man!!!!!! I have just noticed that the people I know who is celebrating their b'day this month all start with the letter D...oooooo weird..haha...Theres this creap that got my number and kept texting and miss calling me...haha so yesterday my cousin David called him and as soon as he heard my cousin speak he put the phone down hahaha.ummm I fink thats it...FOR NOW....I know heaps more happened, I just cant remember or cant typr it now cause my cousin is reading everything hehe so I gotta jet.Have a great Holiday everyone.Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!!!
Happy Birthday to: Cuzy David,
Dian,
Dan
love you all.
xoxo
ciao
L o V i N g Y o U
10:37 PM
Friday, December 08, 2006
Listening to Train tracks are tatics to tame attacks by Airholes.Feeling..betterOkays, Thursday was just an ordinary day, nothing much happened cept the pantamine (I fink thats how you spell it hehe) yeah anyways that was hillarious man hahaha this year the teachers did Cinderalla hahaha it was SO SO FUNNY!! OOHHH and we made AWESOME Christmas cards in Math its sooooo cool man hehe.Okay so, today was pretty fun. Dian and I havent been to Gadong in ages and boi was it fun hehe. School was fun since it was the last day we didnt to anything in class, just mucked around, which was cool. After school, around 3pm, I went to Starmakers, to meet up with MOTA, Dian, Dinesh, Yu Foong and Haz. MOTA recorded 2 songs which we were very awesomely-good hehe, then OMFG Dian and I saw the HOTTEST GUY!!!! OMG man hehe, then we met up with Airholes as well, and saw two hot guys from there as well HAHAHAHAHAHA dont blame us, we just got out of relationships and havent been out for ages hehe, anyways OMG we saw SOOOOOO MANY HOT GUYS *drooools* hehe. After the recording which was around 7:30pm we went to Gadong with the guys, Dian, Izzat, Dan and his gf and I followed Yu Foong to Gadong, I sat in front so I had control of ze muushick muhahahaha hehe, it was fun though, we were all singing along to Sugar, we're goin down by the Fallout Boy, hehe. When we reached Gadong we met up with Eqbal, Mags, Chris, Isa, Nick etc etc etc....hung around the Mall met a few friends that we havent seen in AGES!!! Hung out at Chill ofcourse our fav place hehe, all in all a very relaxing/boy-looking/problem-free(kinda) day. And would love to have another day like that sometime soon hehe. I cant believe school holidays have begun, after all the counting down and stuff its finally here!! haha. Buuuut Im gonna spend all of it studying cept Christmas eve, day and New Years Day hehe. Anyways thats it for now, me gonna continue with my revision notes hehehe.xoxociaoMERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
See you all next year, this may be the last blog for this year by the way hehe, depends if I have time to write a blog or can be stiffed to hehehe. LOVE YAZ!!!!
oh i just noticed that my blog colors are Christmas colors hehe.
L o V i N g Y o U
7:08 AM
Listening to Life at Twenty Two by Airholes
Feeling...better then before I guess.
School today wasn’t so bad, PE was fun cause my team beat most of the other team, cept Mr. Small sucks at teaching PE, and he is so sexist as well, he recorded all the guys when they were warming up but when it cam to the girls he didn’t stupid arse, anyways, Drama was fun I fell so many times AGAIN! But sadly we didn’t get to perform our thingy today so we going to do it tomorrow morning. Music wash fun cause we did jackshit, just watched Mish and Yu Foong in a "Guitar face off" hehe theeeeen we had Malay erge! Malay was ok I was so hyper and did not listen to a word the teacher said haha its just one of those days where I tend to not listen to her hahaha. Dian and her chair interview today...she finks she aint gonna get it...I fink she will:D think positive Dian POSITIVE!!!! hehe.
So after school after Marcus, Adam, David and Dinesh scaring Dian and I. Isa, Dian and I went to Doctor Reynolds to get our navel pierced. When we reached we waited for at least an hour or so and got so nervous/scared, while they called our 'rents to confirm that we are allowed to get it done, then we had to go to The Mall and look for a ring...while we were at the Mall we met David and his rents shopping. We then quickly found a stud, went back to the clinic and pierced it. Dian went first so it was all good, Isa recorded it and would not stop going "OMFG!!! MOTHER HSDGFYGAYTGS@#$@!!!!" I didnt look when Dian got hers done cause I knew I would chicken out, so Dian squeezed my hand and I did the same to her and Isa hehe. After that dum dum dummmm it was my turn, I was so scared hehe, it didnt hurt when he poked the metal thingy and put the ring in, but when he injected my navel to make it numb it hurt like crazy I squeezed my Dian's so hard hahahaha, again Isa recorded it and did his whole "OMFG!!!! WHATTHE OMG!!! MOTHER HJGSDFYGS%^#!#%^&*!!" hehehe, Thanks for the moral support Isa you really made me feel better NOT!!! hehehe, but its all good, I’m glad I did it, and I’m glad Isa and Dian came along if not I would be craping in my pants hehehe. OUCH!!! It’s starting to hurt now:S
Its good to know that he is out of the hospital now, getting better, he emailed me today hehe, good to know he still chats to me even though I was so mean to him hehehe.
Worse bit is he still treats me like we're going out. Erge! I hate it!!
Anyways I’m getting really drugged up with all the pills I had to take gonna sleep I think ay.
That’s it for now guys..till next time!! Take cares
xoxo
ciaoP.S This was suppose to be posted on Wednseday but dunno why it didnt hehe.
L o V i N g Y o U
6:54 AM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
Listening to the raindrops hitting the roof
Feeling............
So my weekend was alright i guess. On Thursday I had to go to Labuan cause I had to go to KK for some family emergency on Friday. So after school on Thursday I had to rush and pack then take the next ferry to Labuan, when I got there I was hanging out with my cousins just chiling when they told me what happened with Zee, so then I went to the Hospital to visit him, and things and been said that I really didnt wanna know. I slept at 3:30am that day. On Friday My cousins and I went to KK we reached in the evening. On Saturday we had a lil time to shop, so I bought a really cute bikini for RM 229.00 which I think is really cheap. Then I found really nice earings in my mirro which someone left for me..before...I slept at 3am that day. On sunday my cousins and I set back to Labuan, when we got back, we rested for awhile, went to the shops then swimming, which I then had to rush to catch the ferry back to brunei, the ferry was packed with people!! And it was so damn unfair cause at the immagration they had 3 lines for Bruneians and 1 line for forginers so we had a huge ass line! so that was MY weekend.
Congrats to MOTA for winning B.O.T.B!
There are so many things I wanna say, but just cant come up with the words to make sense of all this feelings I have, Its as if all my loved ones are getting hurt.Try convincing yourself that it isnt your fault..??? I dont know how to say how I feel.
xoxo
ciao
Maybe being friends is still not enough for me.
"Its as if the story always ends the same, me standing in the pouring rain, crying over the same damn thing."
"Those three words are said to much, they're not enough"
L o V i N g Y o U
6:20 AM
(About Me)
okay, this is dee love. otherwise known as hugwhore number one, part of the dynamic duo that is cynthia and i.<
so, you should all at least know of this girl if you're reading this blog, but that doesn't mean you know
what she's like or who she truly is, so here i am, serving you the summary on a silver platter.
she's a butt kicking, ice cream licking, -- wait, let's just stop these futile attempts at summing up wondergirl.
currently she is 16, living in brunei and going through the life of an isbian (with yours truly - isb, represent,
baby), highs + lows and all.
coming from the lands of malaysia, india, portugal and china and blessing this world with the glory that is her
on september the 9th, she's into the punk rock scene with a twist
of some other fxcked up beats and loves the girly girl stuff, yet at the same time, is always willing to get down
and dirrty. she migrates to labuan every weekend or so and is a notorious relationship hopper (but working on
changing that - she has the best intentions at heart) and
she's always up for a good night out, especially when we were going through that drunken'ho phase together.
that's another thing, we've been through so much shit together and cliche as it sounds, life wouldn't be as fun
or interesting if she weren't in it. even though she's a party wild child, hair a-flickin' and boots a-kickin', she
does have her sensitive side and can be extremely wicked too. anyway, there's no actual way to describe cyn and
it's a crime to even try and attempt to, so it'd be best to get to know her yourself or else you'd be missing out
on so much
