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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Listening to My heart.
Feeling, I dont know ask me in a few weeks time nd I'll let you know.
School was fine today, WAS having a great day. Stayed back and watched the Battle of the Bands auditions...saw/heard Mota, We arent all girls (I think thats the band name), Arif's band and some younger grade band(not sure what they are called) had two ice-creams and became hyper haha as per usual hehe.
Maybe some things are just never meant to be..you know what I mean, cause everything that had loved me or love me or anything like that, has always gone away. And your just like "how can someone so close to me let this happen" kinda thing ( i know i am being EMO, well fuck you i dont give a crap).
We were so happy yesterday, you sent me the sweetest testimonial, funny, today was so unexpected.
Maybe they were all right, it was just not meant to be, but how do they know, when they dont know how i feel. hearing you say sorry for something that you were forced to do...well it makes me so damn effing sad. you treat me like nothing happend, but theres just a few things that i cant say, and you cant say anymore.....iono maybe im right..im just not cut-out for this.
Im gonna leave it as that cause i just dont wanna write anymore.
xoxo
ciao
Just as friends
"These tears wont stop coming down my face"
L o V i N g Y o U
4:29 AM
(About Me)
okay, this is dee love. otherwise known as hugwhore number one, part of the dynamic duo that is cynthia and i.<
so, you should all at least know of this girl if you're reading this blog, but that doesn't mean you know
what she's like or who she truly is, so here i am, serving you the summary on a silver platter.
she's a butt kicking, ice cream licking, -- wait, let's just stop these futile attempts at summing up wondergirl.
currently she is 16, living in brunei and going through the life of an isbian (with yours truly - isb, represent,
baby), highs + lows and all.
coming from the lands of malaysia, india, portugal and china and blessing this world with the glory that is her
on september the 9th, she's into the punk rock scene with a twist
of some other fxcked up beats and loves the girly girl stuff, yet at the same time, is always willing to get down
and dirrty. she migrates to labuan every weekend or so and is a notorious relationship hopper (but working on
changing that - she has the best intentions at heart) and
she's always up for a good night out, especially when we were going through that drunken'ho phase together.
that's another thing, we've been through so much shit together and cliche as it sounds, life wouldn't be as fun
or interesting if she weren't in it. even though she's a party wild child, hair a-flickin' and boots a-kickin', she
does have her sensitive side and can be extremely wicked too. anyway, there's no actual way to describe cyn and
it's a crime to even try and attempt to, so it'd be best to get to know her yourself or else you'd be missing out
on so much
