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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Im listening to the world outside my house its so quiet and still in here, and outside is so noisy and everything is moving so fast. Feeling troubled, happy, hyper can you feel all of that at the same time.I've had the best holidays, sneaking out, sleeping over, drinking hehehehe, it was good and i cant believe we have school tomorrow man whatthefuck but at least its only tomorrow cuz i aint gonna go to school on friday:D Hehehehe adam is telling me how to keep my compuper safe and i fink he's getting annoyed haahahaha.OH ewwwwww everyone is telling me really gross stuff that i DONT wanna know ew ew ew ew ew efuckingw why do ppl tell me this ewwww man eww, im like gonna get nightmares or something.ok so blog is where you write what ever you feel and NO ONE can SAY ANYTHING right cuz thats how you feel. If thats what we'r suppose to do then why dont we? why are we so scared of what people will say or thing abt it? cuzs this is the only place where you can free your mind and say whatever you want right? or wrong? anyways i actully have nothing much to say thats so weird ay, normally i do.hmmmmmm. I cant wait till next month man i have so many parties to go to its so cool!:D anyways im gonna sign offxoxo_ciao_
L o V i N g Y o U
7:40 AM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Omg work today was sooooo....gah. Dian and Mags came over yesterday and slept over. then we were woken up by dians loud laughter because of isa. he was drunk and called dian it was hillarious he sounded so cute hehehehe and like all the things he said was so damn funny hahaha, that boy is so cute when he's drunk. hahahaha. after the call we all went back to sleep. got woken up round 10 had to rush to work ahahahaha, that lucky ass kid man he's present were huge ass! and he's only one. he even had he's name printed on the balloons what the hell right. dian and i was in charge of the games and stuff. it was so..bleh i had a headache well i still had my hangover so yeah. but other then that it was fine. poor mags she had to stand outside at the ice-cream place and all the children wanted ice-cream and her hand was all sticky and shit poor her man. hehehe. im so glad we dont have school tomorrow tuesday and wednesday man. i can sleep in and just bum around the house.which is so great.Tomorrow mags and i are going over to dians and i might sleep over. and if we do i might ninja. i might. hehehehehe.Oh gawd things with him man fuck man. gawd its like..iono how to say it but yeah. arge it just pisses me off in a way hehehe but im not pissed off at him hehehe.okays im gonna sign off.xoxo_ciao_ Beauty is in the eye of the holder.
L o V i N g Y o U
6:58 AM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Omg last night was so fucking awesome! we went to gadong first was suppose to watch a movie but didnt. hahahaha it was so funny all the guys were with moosy and us girls [amelia, dian, mags, elle] was with billy and chris. we were just hanging out chilling talking stuff like that you know how it goes hahahaha. And omg hahaha while we were at chill 3 guys passed by and one of them looked really hot he had like dark shaggy hair and stuff really skater kinda guy and like when we went upstairs to meet the guys we saw the 3 guys again they were in the cd shop hahahaha so we when in there and were talking abt them hahaha they had one of their mom there with them hahahaha dian amelia and i couldnt stop lauging and elle was like whatthe i know them hahahah so we left the cd shop to see the guys[hamish and them] and like we saw the 3 guys again so amelia and i were like go go go get them to david and chris hahahaha it was so fucking funny and the guy actully came to see us and elle was like hey tom haha he's name is tom and like omg man then he walked away and just then adam came and amelia and i were like go dude go get him again and ask him to join us so and adam didnt know what was going on so he was like ok i will and like him chris and dian went to get tom again and fuck man when he came amelia straight away looked at the tv so i was like errrrrrrrr hey and looked away hahahah the poor dude then he left cuz chris was sitting where we wanted him to sit hahaha fuck man amelia and i cldnt stop laughing hahahaha. But that wasnt the awesome bit. I slept over at dians and yes you guessed it we ninjad. hehehehe i cant remember much but i do know that it was fucking awesome. first we were waiting for dians mom to go to bed and it took her ages. and like when she did we straight away got ready and like we left the house round 1am and like when we went out and izzat he's uncle and amelia was there waiting for us so like we stopped by the shop to get some soda and candy. I cant remember much so yeah but what i do remember is knocking down the bong under the table cuz i was so wasted and like amelia and i was just laughing our asses off then i was playing tekkan with izzats cousin and uncle[the uncle is 26 btw] anyways i was playing that with them and i totally kicked their asses esp izzats cousin with he's uncle it was like i'll win then he will then i will kinda thing hahahaha, amelia was going that she's a pro at the game so i played with her and i totally beat her hahahaha it was so funny, oh and my joke that made amelia laugh till she cried hahaha cuz amelia was going we are gonna get so wasted untill we O.D. and like the guys would be like shit helping us and dian would be like no leave them they want it and like we'r on the floor so i was like this is so cool [by that i mean O.D.-ing on the floor shaking] hahahaha amelia laughed so damn much we all did then dian just stop and goes thats not funny hahahah but amelia and i just kept laughing, and hahahahaha while the guys were playing tekkan amelia and i thought we were hallucinating we were likeme: amelia do you hear that or is it just me?amelia: yeah man i hear that too what is it?me: its the song it keeps on going lick you up and down, lick you up and down,amelia: i know man fuckme: are we hallicinating manamelia: i think so man fuckand like izzats uncle and cousin was just laughing at us hahahaha so mean and another thing i remember is amelia and i wanting to pee really bad so we stopped by the road so we cld pee at the bushes but instead we like fell over and like got sucked in by the bushes and just as we step out dian was like watch out for the snakes so be became paranoid and was like the snake man the snake fucking got us man omg we were coverd with grass and water and stuff it was so gross so we didnt get to do it. izzat was like can you girls wait 5 mins then you can pee so we were like yeah ok oh fuck man it was not 5 min it was like fucking half an hour man and we had to go so bad. when we reached at the house to pick up izzats driver and opposite the house theres a hill well not even hill but at that time it felt like a fucking mountain hahahaha and like we were trying to get down and amelia falls down then i fall but we got to take a piss and like after that we tried to climb up but we cldnt we just kept on laughing and falling over, then like izzat came out of no where up the mountain and was like you girls stop laughing and get up so we were like shhhh then start laughing again hahahaha and like we climb up and fell down again amelia hit her head and i hit my arm dude it hurts so fucking much we finally got out coverd in mud and just when in the car. after that i have no idea what happend i dont even remember going home. hahahaha one fucking crazy night man.My ass and arm hurts so much and i still have my hang over and its like 11 something at night. oh dude some night man we were suppose to meet up with hamish and them but we didnt hahaha. Omg 2moro is gona be...hope it goes well and i really hope they wont stop sunday splash man it so fucking awesome apart 4rm adam lane and chris m. pushing me off hahahaha, but yeah man i hope they dont. anyways me gonna sign off sleepy hehehe.xoxo_ciao_
L o V i N g Y o U
7:59 AM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Ehehehehe me at school waitting for music exam which starts at 10 sigh. anyways we just came back from the shop. to claim our seat from the yr 8 girls they are such bitches i hate them apart from jess and miriam they are cool 4 yr 8 hehehehe. anyways last night he was smsing me like at 12:00 and omg i hate it how he isnt here he's like so perfect but he aint here piss me off man gawd he was telling me how he had a fight with he's parents because of he's sister so he just walked out of the house. and i was like wow dude that must be hell of a fightt and poor him. erge and in the end he was like im so glad i know you i miss you so much i love you i really do and im like WHAT ahh you just had to tell me this now when ur there and im here. $*@!#& stupid bastard! nah he's not but still man sheeesh. me sitting next to hamish and i can hear the music SO loud hahahhaa and he just got told off cuz he's phone rang and a teacher is here and she thinks we are having class but we arnt. hahahahha.Ahhh what the hell man why did he have to do that i was like already getting over him and like he does that again! this is like the 4th time he said this to me and like i would go for him but he's like so fucking far away. gosh it pisses me off and like he knows that stupid bastard! hahahahaha anyways moving on exam gona start in like few mins im so fucked! i have no idea what im gona do for music! im so dead. oh wells another exam i failed hahahhahaha.but the good thing is that i might be going to gadong today in like ages. i havent been at gadong for ages its amazing hehehehe.anyways gona sign off now :Dtill next time ppl :Dxoxo_ciao_
L o V i N g Y o U
6:19 PM
Omg exam today was so....well actully it wasnt bad malay was so damn boring my ass got so numb sitting there waiting for the exam to end. our malay exam ended at 10:30 and started at 8:00. so i was sitting there for 2 hrs and 30 min my gosh man. i hate it. i finish'd my exam like round 9:15 so i fell asleep, i woke up and it was only 9:39-ish so i went back to sleep i woke up and it was like nearly ten. i was so damn bored i was like just looking around the room playing with the sand nest to me, well i was disturbing the geo stuff and like 10 mins before the exam ended everyone was staring at the clock waiting for the exam to finish it was so funny even the teacher was laughing at us hahahaha. and like it was so close to 10:30 the teacher was like thats close enough right and everyone was like YES! so the teacher was like ok then you guys can go oh dude hahahaha everyone practically like ran out of the room hahahaha. i was so happy it ended cuz my ass was like getting numb sitting there man. that was the longest exam ever man. oh and history OMFG my phone rang cuz my driver sms me and it wasnt switched off, nd i didnt know so my phone rang and rang cuz my sms ringtone is long. and like mr.elrick take my phone outside on the floor and just leaves it there, closes the door and said whoever's phone that is you can get it from me after the exam dian and i was like SHIT SHIT FUCK SHIT FUCK hahahaha and it was so funny dian and i were talking like through the whole exam hahahah yeah so after the exam dian and i went to see mr.elrick to get my phone back, he was like oh its your phone and i was like yeah can i have it back and he was like no cuz i dont have it. its with mrs.sanderson. i've been to mrs.sanderson heaps of times to not care anymore hahaha so i went to see her and she was like oh its you hahahah i was like yeah can i have my phone back please and like she started screaming at me going NOT ONLY DID YOUR PHONE RING BUT YOU HAD IT WITH YOU and i was like what! no didnt i left in to the table with everyone else's phone and she was like oh well mr.elrick said you had your phone and i was like NO i didnt i left it on the table like everyone else i just didnt know it was switched on thats all. omg hahaha mrs.sanderson was like oh well if that happend in the real exam you would have failed! dont do it again. i was like ok i wont and she gave my mobile back and i just left. what the fuck man mr.elrick such a stupid bastard! gawd some people man. mr.elrick is such a liar man. but im happy i have my phone back and like when he took my phone in he was reading it i was like what the fuck man! other than the exam everything was fine hahaha i went to church today being the good girl that i am. after that we went to super save and i met up with ice uri mel nick and nigel hahahaha it was so funny all the moms were doing the shopping and all the kids were like running around and stuff it was so funny hahahaha and thats like our new hang out man hahahahah super save. and like ice and i became our annoying selves and started chasing each other around super save and everyone was like i dont know them and we were all so loud as well hahahahah it was so cool everyone met up at super save. hahahahaha. oh i cant wait for elle's birthday party its gona be awesome man. cant wait i fink its gona be like a mini rave hehehehe awesome! oh music exam 2moro im so fucking dead! anyways gona sign off hehehehexoxo_ciao_
L o V i N g Y o U
6:48 AM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Oh my gosh exam exam exam thats all i hear nowadays its making me so nervous hehehe. anyways havnt been on this 4 ages!! exam are going ok-ish. and im glad there aint no drama going on this time. well not serious ones or ones that im in. I kinda dont want exams to finish cuz if it does we wont be able to leave school whenever we want and back to lessons which bore me so fucking much.Omg hahaha the funniest thing happend to me last night. My dad, Billy and i went out for dinner at charcoal and omfg i saw this really hot guy and like cuz my dad was there and he found out my mom is the manager there we/he didnt do much all we were doing were LOTs of eye contach and like he kept on staring and smiling at me and stuff. yeah and after that like after eatin and stuff we were on our way back and suddnely our car stoped for awhile then it kept on moving then it was like getting slower so my dad pulled over and just as we stop'd at the side the car died. so we wait for awhile then try to start the car and we kept on doing this of a long time and the car still wouldnt start so my dad called the guy fix our car and he was SO late and u know it was raining, the raing was getting heavier and i had to go to the loo really bad and like we couldnt do anything well i couldnt do anything and we stoped right in front of the japenese embaseder's place and they had some water thingy outside where our car was parked and i had to go to the loo more omg it was hell. i had to go so bad then my mom came and picked us up and we were waiting for the guy to come and im like why why arnt we moving kinda thing but after awhile we went home cuz i kept on complaining. hehehe some night hahahaha. what happened was that water went into the fuel thingy thats why it wouldnt start properly. stupid water hahaha.anyways i wld tell you what happend during the science prac exam today but i cant be stiffed to so i wont, but if you want to go to the kampon-randomization one and read it:D anyways me gona sign off [OHHHHH MY NEW WORD heheheh] Xoxo_ciao_
L o V i N g Y o U
12:59 AM
Friday, May 05, 2006
So yesterday was a very interesting day for dian and i hehe. we came back after school CLEAN dian's old room[yes i actully clean'd it with her] the we drew stuff on the wall, we did the laundry as well. we did all of that and still had time to do our nails and get ready for hamish party. It was so funny when we got there cuz no one knew that we were going exp 4 dinesh hahaha hamish was like OMG u guys came kinda thing hahaha it was so funny. and like when we got there everyone was drunk so dee and i had to like take care of them and like clean up and stuff omg its hard work!! hahaha. but the best peron was david when he's drunk omg he's so cute!! hahaha he's like a little kid its SO cute hehehe ke pet on trying to bite me and like he was holding on to m,y leg cuz he didnt want me to leave haha and he was singing hahahaha. and like when we got there there was no more food left so we were just eating chips and stuff hahaha but it was fun!! and yeah fun night.i didnt drink much only had like 2 or 3 cans. omg adam hahaha he drank and got tipsy hahaha its so funny he gets all horny and touchy when he's tipsy hahaha stupid boy. dude roslee drunk ish not funny he's kinda scary when he's drunk dude seriously. and hahaha everyone was so funny. and today we bake a cake hehehe a mud cake cant wait to try it hehehe.anyways gtg shower hehehe will tell more laters:Dxoxo_ciao_
L o V i N g Y o U
10:43 PM
So yesterday was a very interesting day for dian and i hehe. we came back after school CLEAN dian's old room[yes i actully clean'd it with her] the we drew stuff on the wall, we did the laundry as well. we did all of that and still had time to do our nails and get ready for hamish party. It was so funny when we got there cuz no one knew that we were going exp 4 dinesh hahaha hamish was like OMG u guys came kinda thing hahaha it was so funny. and like when we got there everyone was drunk so dee and i had to like take care of them and like clean up and stuff omg its hard work!! hahaha. but the best peron was david when he's drunk omg he's so cute!! hahaha he's like a little kid its SO cute hehehe. and like when we got there there was no more food left so we were just eating chips and stuff hahaha but it was fun!! and yeah fun night.i didnt drink much only had like 2 or 3 cans. omg adam hahaha he drank and got tipsy hahaha its so funny he gets horny when he's tipsy hahaha stupid boy. dude roslee drunk ish not funny he's kinda scary when he's drunk dude seriously. and hahaha everyone was so funny.
and today we bake a cake hehehe a mud cake cant wait to try it hehehe.
anyways gtg shower hehehe
xoxo_
ciao_
L o V i N g Y o U
10:43 PM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Ok so 2day ish hamish's buttday its sad we wont be ale to go cuz dian and i will be going to labuan for the weekend. but im sure they will have as much fun with whoever shows up. it'd be great to go but sowies mish we cant. next time kays:D hehehe. hahaha okays yesterday was funny dian and i were meant to go 4 thursday class but we were late so we skip'd it. went to the stalls and had sumfink to eat and drink we chated alot aswell u know how we do it..hahaha then we walk back to church and we went in the church and lighted all the candles hahaha and we "prayed" for awhile then when were sitting outside waiting for everyone to come out"we were hiding behind a tree" our teacher saw us. mahn did we get busted but we came up with a good excuse hahaha which was true we just twicked it a little hehe and yeah then we just hanged round there till we had to go home hahaha. omg it was soo funny aswell haha and dian and i heard this joke its SO funny. seriously it is its SO funny you cant stop laughing hahahaha if u wana know u have to come up to dian and i to hear it cuz it just makes the joke even MORE funny hahahaha. anyways i cant wait till 2moro u shall find out sometime next week kekeke. Its so weird talking to him know "dian knows what im talking abt" it is its one of those things where u dont mention to ppl hahaha. but yeah we'l see how it goes.kays my blog is really random but who cares cuz im just so cool like that hahaha. omg sunday splash was SO fun but i hate lane chris and adam they were the one's that pushed me the most seriously like after the 10th time u get push'd down u get really tired and stuff and i have SO many brusis, like round my leg its like blue/black patches hahaha nd near my knee ish the worst i got rope burn and it hurts so fuckng much like seriously its not funny it hurts so damn much. but it was fun "trying" to puch everyone down well chris and adam more like. next time i'l be the one pushing them of hahaha not them heheh[well if i can that is] i'll become buff hahahaha.OMG our mocks are comeing up in like a few weeks *panic* im so scared im gona fail. and like im leaving next year and i dont want to:'( and yeah hopefully i'l go to perth with bianca cuz we like planed everyting already hehehe we'r just cool like that hahaha.anyways gtg duno what else to sayxoxo_ciao_HAPPY BUTTDAY HAMISH!!! love yaz
L o V i N g Y o U
9:27 PM
(About Me)
okay, this is dee love. otherwise known as hugwhore number one, part of the dynamic duo that is cynthia and i.<
so, you should all at least know of this girl if you're reading this blog, but that doesn't mean you know
what she's like or who she truly is, so here i am, serving you the summary on a silver platter.
she's a butt kicking, ice cream licking, -- wait, let's just stop these futile attempts at summing up wondergirl.
currently she is 16, living in brunei and going through the life of an isbian (with yours truly - isb, represent,
baby), highs + lows and all.
coming from the lands of malaysia, india, portugal and china and blessing this world with the glory that is her
on september the 9th, she's into the punk rock scene with a twist
of some other fxcked up beats and loves the girly girl stuff, yet at the same time, is always willing to get down
and dirrty. she migrates to labuan every weekend or so and is a notorious relationship hopper (but working on
changing that - she has the best intentions at heart) and
she's always up for a good night out, especially when we were going through that drunken'ho phase together.
that's another thing, we've been through so much shit together and cliche as it sounds, life wouldn't be as fun
or interesting if she weren't in it. even though she's a party wild child, hair a-flickin' and boots a-kickin', she
does have her sensitive side and can be extremely wicked too. anyway, there's no actual way to describe cyn and
it's a crime to even try and attempt to, so it'd be best to get to know her yourself or else you'd be missing out
on so much