Thursday, April 27, 2006

Me at school, suppose to be at music listening to the guys practice their song for nxt weeks assembly. hahaha. poor them. oh wells ahahaha. omg i cant wait till sunday we are going 4 sunday splash i cant wait its gona be SO fun hehehe. round the pool for a day with a bunch of friends just hanging out under the sun before school hahaha that sounds so fucking cool. hahaha. and next week is hamish birthday, i mite not be there 4 he's party thou cuz-SHIT i didnt get him a pressie SHIT SHIT!! oh well ermz i'l just say i'l give it to him another time hahaha. ewww the cleaner guy just put some stinky stuff on the table and it smells like shit!! oh its making me sick. hahaha. and chris is being a baby cuz he found out abt the group blog and he's not in it so he's being whiney abt it. hahaha. OMG i am soo glad its friday the week has been so slow. i just wana bum round at home go 4 a swim mite have a bbq cuz ice and them are coming over. then 2moro im gona bum round at home and swim then dian ish gona come over hehehe then on sunday we going to sunday splash YAY!! kekeke cant wait. i know my week sounds soo effing fun ay. hahaha.

OMG im so happy 4 dee and isa hehehe they look sooo cute.hehehe
and and adam and ashleigh (i fink thats how u spell her name) kekeke

dian and i came up with a theme song 4 ppl that are in a relationship hahah its "and they call it puppy lovee" hahahaha its weird but funny. hahaha. we were bored kay:P

ermz..ermz.. oh yeah. it seems like there isnt much drama anymore which is like so damn fucking good. esp during the disco i like didnt care abt anything for the 1st time i didnt let the drama bother me. but there was one. we got really freaked out. like at 1st it was just like ok but then it got like out of hand kinda thing and like dee and i got so freaked out. seriously. but its i fink its ok now. so yeah.

okay im gona stop here cuz i have nothing else to say FOR ONCE!!

xoxo_
ciao_


L o V i N g Y o U
9:53 PM


Saturday, April 22, 2006

Omg the disco last night was soooo fucking awesome!! i had soo much fun!! seriously there were soo much drama going on but i just didnt care and just kept on dancing until my feet hurt and i cldnt dance anymore. it was soooo fucking cool. the best disco i'v been to in isb it was awesome.gtg
xoxo_
ciao_


L o V i N g Y o U
7:02 AM


Monday, April 17, 2006

Just came back 4rm chris's awhile ago. hehehe we were doin our drama and music when hamish said that our drama isnt due till thursday i was like omg YES!!! hahaha we were panicing. hahaha. omg i cant believe Oliver has ended it feels so different now. like no more staying back late after school and stuff. heheh. oliver was good thou i mean it was hard work but it went well. omg one thing i wont miss is the costume esp the bonnet. omg i hate that thing. i cant believe they use to wear that. thats just gross kekekeke. Omg yesterday was uri's b'day it was fun. we were playing rugby and stuff really cool. and yeah i met a few people there hehehe they were really cool. kekeke. I'm so bored and i have a drilling headache right now which sucks ass!! hehehe. anyways gtg.
xoxo_
ciao_


L o V i N g Y o U
4:41 AM


Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Listening to where'd you go by fort minor and holly brook.

Feeling-Feeling like shit. I dont know why just do. you know sometimes you just feel like it and you dont know why. Thinking of a few ppl that made my life so interesting and cheerful. its like they made all my problems seem nothing. like they always made know that everything will be alright like every problem has a solution. but now that they are gone or they are still here i just dont see them anymore makes me thing will i ever get the same feeling again the feeling where i dont have to care abt what will happen to me or when im always happy and there isnt anything that bothers me. but i guess its to much to ask now. when someone has done something really really bad to someone real close to you and then they want you to forgive them should you i mean they'v caused so much pain and caused for you to have a "perfect" life. a life where you see other family's and feel like you dont want to be them. everyone thinks im "perfect" when im not. and when i tell them something abt me that to them shld be happening they get shock and be like omg ur that i dont want to talk to you anymore or something like that. i mean shld i be judge abt what i wear or how i act or where i live. we are all the same right we go to the same school we learn the same subject thought ny the same teacher. so why does it make me different. why is it that when something bad happend to me, its like the sky is falling for them. why is it that i cant make a mistake or act like a child for once. when they know all my childhood i had to act like an adult to hold in how i feel, to hold in my anger and act like an adult to everyone else. so isnt my time to act like a child now, to be carefree. so why are they holding me back? i dont maybe its just me. but sometime i wish i was some where different some where i wouldnt be judge all the time and watch'd all the time. its a fact that everyone should know abt me. they want so much 4rm me and when i'm not able to do it they turn their backs is that what friendship should be. somw one told me that friends are family you choose. so if im part of their family why do they do it. they just cant stop talking, they just cant help themselves even if there isnt anything to talk abt they make it up to ease their life cuz they cant handle theirs. its stupid but its always true. i dont know. but i want it to stop, hearing stuff untrue stuff gets to you after awhile. and while i stay here watching my friends leave, it gets me thinking, i really wana leave this lace cuz as much as i love all my friends i cant stay here watching them leave one by one they leave while im still here saying goodbye to them. is goodbye really enough. when you know that you arnt gona see them ever again. and if ur lucky you will. its a feeling never to be replaced i guess. maybe its just this place maybe its just brunei. but sometimes i really wish i wasnt here. or even part of this so called "family" i have i love thme all to bits but i just cant stop feeling the og being alone. im gona have to re-start my life for the 2nd time and it gets harder as you row older cuz you understand what happend. its was different when i was 5 but now that im 15 its gets alot more harder. im gona have to fix it. but do i maybe this is how its meant to be, a plan 4rm the above.

Today wasnt bad i was on holiday so i just bimed around at home was meant to do hmk but didnt. hrhrhr anyeways gtg.


xoxo_
Ciao_


L o V i N g Y o U
7:05 AM


Monday, April 10, 2006




L o V i N g Y o U
8:04 AM


Sunday, April 09, 2006

My weekend was going real great till today and im like so daymn pissed off now. on friday i went to gadong. dian and i followed hamish back to he's place. hahaha..he got so pissed of at us cuz we took so long to get ready. and when we were ready..we made him change his outfit like 2 times or something ahahah cuz we didnt like what he was wearing. hahaha. so we finally got ready and went to the mall. that was fun actully. we met up with david and roslee at first, then ros left to go to netcom.. so it was just the 4 of us till mags came. then we just hang'd at the chill till it was time for our movie we watched "ice age 2" its wasnt that bad actully. hahaha i kept on annoying david and hamish during the movie nd they got so pissed of hahaha it was funny.then i fink we met up with adam and we were just walking round till chris and i started playing hide and seek at the mall nd dinesh mags dee and adam was looking for the 2 of us and we were right behind them practically hahaha that was funny. then we met up with liam and he joined us untill dinesh and mags found us..hehehe oh wells. after that we just hang'd out at west street. until i had to go with liam to pick up my mom. and it was like pouring rain..and yes i got ina car with liam DRIVING!! hahaha nah he aint that bad. after picking up my mom she droped us of at gadong again and OMG it was so embarrassing cuz like liam and ted kept on goin "feel my nipple feel my nipple its all hard and cold" and i'm just like oh my gawd!! and when we reached the mall they waited for me till i reached where they were and they both started acting like retards omg and they were like hold my hand cynthia hold my hand and i kept on goin no, so ted said really loudly "why dont you like us" and i was like omg. and they kept on doing that till we reached west street it was so embarrassing!! and nofink else happend after that we met up with haziq and bakhtiar and just kinda like bum'd at west street till isa, haziq and bakh had to go so dee adam and i went to coffee bean to have our dinner and we just chatted till we had to go home.
On saturday dude dee and i left our school bags at yu foongs shop so i had to go gadong again to take our bags. as soon as i went home i had a really really long shower ate and fell asleep in front of the tv isnt that just so cool.hahaha. then my mom came back from work and woke me up. cuz we had to go to our new house and see stuff..hahaha and after that i went to dee's house that was fun. we just bum round watching tv and goin online untill like 1 am then we ninjad with hamish then haz came and we all freaked out cuz he look so different wearing a hoodie we thought it was some random guy and haimsh wanted to like turn to him and go what the fuck do you want you fucking cunt kinda thing it was funny..ahaha. haz and dian talk'd so long mish and i left them so they cld sort things out so while mish and i were waiting we start'd talking abt random stuff. hahaha. nd finally they finish talking haz left. dee and i need'd to go to the toilet so we sneak into mish's house to use he's toilet and we were suppose to be "quite" hahaha but we werent hahaha. then faiz and mert joined us. and we went to my new house and just hang'd out there. heheh and we went back to dee's round 6:30 i fink and only got to bed at 7 and we had to wake up at 8 to go to church omg i was so tired i smelt of alcohol and we didnt finish till like 10 i fink. oh and we saw ashley there aswell i know that not how her named is spelt but yeah who cares. and when we were back at dee's dian and i decided to skate to chris's hahahaha it was so funny dian was falling all over the place. it aws hilarious. hahaha and we almost got knocked down by a car pasing by..hahahaha chris was just laughing he's head of at us. dian was roller bladin and i was skate boarding. its actully pretty fun. thats our new thing now, skating. we gona skate to each others house when i move closer to them. hehehehe.
my day wasnt so bad till we got a txt 4rm adam saying that mags thinks that we are trying to turn him against her and im just like what the hell why would we do that mags is like one of my bestfriend why would i turn someone against her. so like im really pissed of at this and im gona find out who did it no matter what cuz they shouldnt talk shit like that to or at my friends. so yeah and on top of that someone told my mom that when i say im goin to sleep over a friends i dont like for example if i told my mom im sleepong ova at dians and she or my driver drops me at hers then i sneak out at night and stay at someone else's place and go back to dee's in the morning and im just like what the hell why should i do that, i mean like dude so im really pissed of at that aswell and im gona find out who said that to her. stuff like that just pisses me off gawd!! anyways gtg.
xoxo_
ciao_


L o V i N g Y o U
4:20 AM


Sunday, April 02, 2006

I can not believe we have school today..im so daymn tired its like not funny..haha. me weekend went great so that was good at least.
On friday it was nesh's party..i must admite it was fun..i thought it was gona be boring cuz its jp nd none of the rides worked but it was fun..we played the bumper cars and the water log which is one of my fav ride in jp. I'm still sore from everything..i hate nesh's brother he bumped me so hard i hit my head on the wheel than bounced back and hit at the back it hurts so much and still does now i have a bump on ny neck nd the seat belts are so rough it like cut my neck which hurts even more..nd like 4rm far it looks like a hikkie but its not..hahaha.. its from the seat belt. but other than that it was fun we left jp like round 9:30 and hahaha it was like 5 of us stuck in the back seat my of driver's car cuz both drivers came. it was dee, mish, david, simon nd me...hahaha.. and hahaha..simon was laying on our laps nd dee and i had the wrong side..hahaha..it was so funny..and like we had to stop cuz simon had to take a piss so we had to stop nd after that he sat on mish's lap..and we all sarted singing in the car cuz i had to give mish, david and simon a ride back.
On saturday dee and i only woke up like round 11 cuz of ppl txt'in and callin us..well i got woken up by mish like i fink round 7 or 8 and i have no idea what he said..hahaha..then just as dee and i woke up nd went to watch tv mish and david came over..to go to gadong...so dee nd i got ready..acrodin to mish and david we took a long time to get ready but i dont think so..haha..dee did mish's hair and i "tried" to put eyeliner on david but he kept on blinking so i cldnt do it..hahaha..and i tried to put it on 4 mish aswell but that didnt work. after getting ready we went to gadong/G.town dude..hahahaha..that was fun too we just met up with a few friends and just bum around gadong but i had to leave early cuz i had to go to church nd dee cam with me ehehehe nd we saw mags in the choir hehehe..she look'd so cuutteee..ehehehe. Omg and yesterday morni we had oliver early..i was so tired after oliver i went home and just slept till like 6 or 7pm just in time for dinner..hahaha..than i went to bed like round 1 or 2..eeheheh..anyways me gtg..break time ehehehe
xoxo_
ciao_


L o V i N g Y o U
5:24 PM

okay, this is dee love. otherwise known as hugwhore number one, part of the dynamic duo that is cynthia and i.<
so, you should all at least know of this girl if you're reading this blog, but that doesn't mean you know
what she's like or who she truly is, so here i am, serving you the summary on a silver platter.
she's a butt kicking, ice cream licking, -- wait, let's just stop these futile attempts at summing up wondergirl.
currently she is 16, living in brunei and going through the life of an isbian (with yours truly - isb, represent,
baby), highs + lows and all.
coming from the lands of malaysia, india, portugal and china and blessing this world with the glory that is her
on september the 9th, she's into the punk rock scene with a twist
of some other fxcked up beats and loves the girly girl stuff, yet at the same time, is always willing to get down
and dirrty. she migrates to labuan every weekend or so and is a notorious relationship hopper (but working on
changing that - she has the best intentions at heart) and
she's always up for a good night out, especially when we were going through that drunken'ho phase together.
that's another thing, we've been through so much shit together and cliche as it sounds, life wouldn't be as fun
or interesting if she weren't in it. even though she's a party wild child, hair a-flickin' and boots a-kickin', she
does have her sensitive side and can be extremely wicked too. anyway, there's no actual way to describe cyn and
it's a crime to even try and attempt to, so it'd be best to get to know her yourself or else you'd be missing out
on so much

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dee love
Mags
Aliaa
MOTA
Year 10
Dinesh
Simon&Dinesh
Mish-Mish
Bianca
Ally love
Isa
Adam
Amanda-panda
Vicky
Eqbal (Mad)
Allison
Anneke
Marcus
Chris
Gamboy
Sara
Karen

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