Thursday, May 03, 2007
OMG!! its been ages since I blogged! But its a good thing since I stopped blogging
I havent heard a single rumor about me,
either they have gotten sick of me (which i highly doubt) or they just got better at hushing it! Anyway Im blogging cause
I wanna wish a dear close FRIEND oh mine congrats for getting out of surgery alive and well and cant wait till he gets better so we can go out again. And
to another friend DONT DO IT!! Dont be a stupid boy and do it!
Im'ma call you and we are gonna have a VERRRRY long chat!! I hope I will be able to do that tomorrow:S uhm.....
I think thats all the shout outs....
OH yeah and
to everyone thats 'studying' for their exams good luck, I wish you all the best, remember study smart not hard hehe. Okays I think thats it=) byeeeee take care
xoxo
ciao
"Lets go to the park, I wanna kiss you underneath the stars, Maybe we'll go too far, We just dont care..."=)
L o V i N g Y o U
9:25 AM
Monday, March 26, 2007
Listening to Baby I love your way by Bob Marley
Im gonna try and remember everything I did in Phillippines and blog about it cause I never wanna forget about it.
Saturday 17/03/07-
We all met up at Brunei Airport around 5pm where we took heaps of pictures and said goodbye to all our loved ones. We got into the plane around 7:30pm and took off at 8 (I think) I sat next to
JR and both of us was
hoping that no one would sit next to us so we would have more space but
sadly a lady sat in between us and no offence but she smelled alot,
so I change seats with
Kim Carl, I was now stuck with
Bianca and
Mags. We were
so noisy and loud and we took so many pictures. So
its safe to say that the journey there wasnt bad. We reached Ninoy Aquino International Airport around 10:30pm where there was another hustle of getting our baggage etc etc. We then went down to gate S? where there were poeple waiting for us.
Swee mei,
Beatriz,
Mags and I were all in the same car, my
first impression of Manila was WOW!! DIFFERENT!! the driving there is so damn different from here ANYWAYS we got droped of at our hosts house the
Nuguids which consisted of tita
Zosie, tito
Nes,
Carlo,
Noel,
Agnes and
Sara.
Their an awesome family.
Mags was my partner in enjoying the warm welcome of the
Nuguid family. Our room wasnt bad at all, we had our own computer&printer with broadband, a tv with cable and Air Condition in our room. So
Mags and I checked our emails and after our exhausting trip to Manila we collapsed on the single beds that was there for us.
Sunday 18/03/07-
We were suppose to be up at 6am but being us
we woke up late,
Mags woke up at 6:30am and I woke up around 7:30am (I know tsk tsk me lols) anyways we got ready really fast then went downstairs for breakfast thinking we were late, after breakfast we were waiting to get picked up,
while waiting tita Zosie's parents came and introduced themselves,
Mags did all the talking cause I didnt know what they were talking bout hehe. We got picked up at 9am,
Swee mei and
Beatriz was in the same car as us
so the four of us started talking about our hosts. We got to the
GK site (late but ah wells) were we
met up with the rest and started talking about our hosts and taking heaps of pictures. A mass was given by bisop
Sim in the heat and
we all felt like we were gonna melt. After mass, we continued talking, taking pictures and walked to Arkhong Bato and on the way there
we could see the poor people and how they lived it was so sad to see, when we got to Arkhong Bato it was so different from the other houses there, it was better looking and colourful and lively not at all like the poor peoples homes. We then made our way back to the GK site had lunch then put on our
sexah overalls and got to work,
Bianca and I did the
shoveling of gravels to make the cement, while
Kevin and
Dom passed down the
buckets of gravels along the human chain. After shoveling
Bianca and I moved to making the cement then passing the buckets of cement along our human chain. After that we made another human chain from the top of GK to the bottom where we started passing down hollow blocks,
Mimi,
Bianca,
Kim,
JR,
Frankie and I was on top so we were working non stop, it was fun because
us girls was working so hard and fast where as the guys were so slow so we kept telling them off, there were a few blocks that got broken by my ahaha(it was an accident, I swear) we were then joined by
kevin who
started imatating South Park stuff it was
hillarious. We finished our work at 4:30pm where we rested for awhile and was then picked up by our hosts. When we got home,
Mags and I had the
Longest showers, went downstairs for dinner, spent sometime with our foster parents then went up to our room where
I just lazed on my bed while Mags sang in the magic mic. At around 7:30pm we got picked up by
Bianca and
Mimi's hosts family, the
Peronas which consisted of tita
Bless, tito
Ed,
Andrew/Edsel,
Paulo and
Betina. They took us to Promenade, whilst there we went to Timezone where we met up with
Kim,
Aaron,
Kevin and
JR. After timezone we met up with
kim's hosts which consisted of tito
Gary, tita
Arlene,
Gamboy,
Allen and
Aaron. So both hosts and all us "kids" went to a restaurent called Burgoo.
It was really wicked cause the table cloth was paper and we all started drawing and writhing stuff on it like lil kids. Where
I kicked Aarons ass in tick-tac-toe 8-4 baby!! ANYWAYS after stuffing our faces again and our millions of pictures we went Tiendisitas where we met ate
Jen and
Natalie. We then went back to our hosts and collapsed on our beds.
Monday 19/03/07-
Woke up early, got ready, went down for breakfast
Mags and I was then introduced to the
wonderful Ovaltine (Which I am now addicted to) we then left to GK site again. There we
interacted with the kids there, it was
pretty hard cause they couldnt understand me and I couldnt understand them, but even so
we still became very close and had so much fun. We played this game where
we had to dance around this piece of newspaper and everytime the music stopped we'd have to step on the newspaper with our child and our foot couldnt be our of the newspaper, it was really fun my child and I came second hehe. We then had lunch, said goodbye to our kids and got straight to work, this time we worked on the
chaple, we cleaned and fixed everything (it isnt as easy as it sounds) we scraped off all the old paint sweep the place sand the walls, it was so dusty I couldnt stop
sneezing and coughing. Then they brought out this really old carpet and huge ass cockroaches ran out of it, everyone literally screamed and ran away(well the girls did) it was pretty nasty as well cause the kids were playing with it and throwing it around like nobody's business it was nasty!! after that bit of screaming we got back to work and to our surprise a huge ass RAT ran towards us where we all started screaming again, so we put our scrapers, sand papers etc etc down and went back to the class room for lunch. After lunch we made our way back to the chapel, where we started painting.
I got paint all over me, on my face,hair,hands everywhere, again we started taking millions of pictures. After painting the chapel we made our way back to the class room at the GK site and rested/waited for our hosts to come while waiting we watched a few dances performance performed by the kids there it was awesome!! we then got picked up by our hosts went home, had a shower, had dinner, then talked to
Bianca on the phone, after that I collapsed on my bed while watching TV while
Mags was online.
Tuesday 20/03/07
We woke up late 8:30am, where we rushed to get ready, ran downstairs to have breakfast then left to GK. we continued painting the chapel until lunch (
Betina was there to help us paint as well). During lunch some of us
started singing kareoke it was so damn funny. After lunch
Bianca and I change our minds and joined the guys in making cement instead of painting the chapel,
poor Neil and Dom we took over their work hehe.
Bianca and I continued making cement untill 4pm. we then went to Arkhong Bato for mass, then gave candies to all the kids there. Whilst there we took heaps of pictures again!! After that we made our way back to GK site, were we left with
Bianca's host tito
Ed, he droped us off at our hosts home, where we rushed to pack then left to their place. At
Bianca's hosts place, we met with
Dutch the sausage dog while the other two crazy dogs were barking at us we met
Andrew/Edcel (I call him
Edsa). We then had something to eat and had a quick shower. which we then left to Megamall. First thing I got there was a sim card haha. After a bit of shopping we went down to meet tita
Bless, while waiting
Bianca,
Mags,
Mimi and I got siomie. We were then joined by tita
Bless,
Edsa and
Paulo and made our way to Kenny Rogers for dinner. While Having dinner we met up with
Gamboy,
Kim,
Kevin,
JR and tita
Arlene. After Kenny Rogers we all left to go to Starbucks, where we just
chilledaxed while having our drinks and listening to Edsa making fun of brownies(he calls bruneians brownies) ANYWAYS we left starbucks around 11pm
Bianca,
Betina,
Paulo nd tita
Bless was in one car, and tito
Ed,
Mags,
Mimi nd
Edsa was in the other. (
Paulo almost hit his dad while revorsing the car hahahahahaha) So we got back to
Bianca's hosts place cause we were sleeping over there.
Bianca,
Mags,
Mimi and I all slept in a lil room and it was freezing!!.
Wednesday 21/03/07-
I didnt sleep at all so I woke the rest of the girls up.
We got ready and left to starbucks. at first
we thought we were late but when we got there we werent so we were waiting outside starbucks untill the rest came so we didnt have timce to get starbucks. We all got into the bus and started on our journey to Tagatay. On our way there we saw alot of cool places/things, like huge ass cans of coke, sprite etc etc nd enchanted kingdom (something like that) but for me the journey there wasnt so fun cause
I got sick and kept sleeping most of the time, I didnt eat as well. We stopped by alot of churches, they are so beautiful esp the old ones, we also visited the oldest and bigest church in asia it was so nice man!! we passed by alot of places and bought some stuff on the way. we also stopped by a place
"touch the sky" it was awesome!! We continued our trip to Lipa. When we reached Lipa we arrived at Cappucin retreat centre its so nice and cooling there, we then rushed to get ready to for dinner with the archbishop there. After the dinner we went back to the retreat and
Bianca,
Mimi,
Mags and I all cramped up in one room cause the rooms were so scary lookin.
Thursday 22/03/07-
We woke up early, got ready then went down for breakfast. After breakfast we had to listen to a talk, after the first talk there was a break, then back for the second talk. after the second talk it was lunch time which we then had a siesta. After our siesta we had another talk then we did the 7 last words and confession. After that we had mass where we were all starving and rush down for dinner. After dinner we were supposed to go shopping but that didnt happen so we had munchies and watched
funny videos on screen. after that we all stayed up and talked untill it 10:30pm but
Bianca,
Mags,
Mimi and I couldnt sleep so we stayed up eating and taking to
Aubrey, ate
Jen, ate
Loisa, and ate
Babe? after stuffing our faces we went to sleep. This time it was
Bianca,
Mimi and I that slept in one room,
Mags slept in another room by herself (that brave soul lols)
Friday 23/03/07-
We woke up early againg today some woke up extra early to go to church some didnt. So I woke up around 6:30am got ready then went down for breakfast where I met everyone else. After breakfast
we had to rush up to get all our baggage, then go back down to the "lobby" and wait for our bus to come, while waiting we took a bunch of pictures again. Our bus came and we left the retreat centre
on our way back to Manila. On the way back
everyone was sleeping except for me,
I was so hyper and loud so I started
taking pictures of people sleeping (opps wasnt suppose to say that hehe) I then started going "good morning good morning good mooorning" in a really high pitched voice so then everyone woke up and was like "cyn do you have to say that?!" Okay moving on so we were on our way back to Manila saw some really interesting things. We then stopped by a shop place
cause Aaron kept complaining to go to the loo, so when the bus stopped practically everyone got off the bus to pee. We could see Mall of Asia by now so everyone was awake,hyper and loud. The sad thing was
we drove right pass Mall of Asia to visit one last Church, the church was so nice it was built by the same person who built Mall of Asia who also owns all the SM. So after visiting the chuch we made our way to Mall of Asia. OMG that mall is fcukin awesome!!
700 shops was having 70%off so theres like
more then 700 shops in that mall, its crazy it took us
3 hours to cover one block on the ground floor!!! you can imagine how big it is!! we then left to do more site seeing, visited more churchs one of em had a
rally going on so they didnt let us entre (afraid something might happen to us) after site seeing we went to the cardinal? house we ate with him and stuff and again took millions of pictures. After that we left the house and got into our bus and made our way to some
town hall. Man the way there was so damn long!! so we started
waving at everyone that passed by us it was so funny. When we reached the town hall our hosts were there waiting for us, where we had dinner, games etc etc etc long speeches and took
millions of pictures again.
Edsa was also there he showed me
his tounge ring and I showed him my belly ring, he was gonna take me to buy some but his mom said no haha. Okays so that gathering finished around 11pm and we all made our way back home, on our way home tito brought us to the ovaltine factory, it was pretty cool. We got home packed and collapsed on our beds while watching tv.
Saturday 24/03/07-
Woke up around 8:30am went down for breakfast,
gave our soviners to our fosterparents, packed and was then picked up by
Edsa,
Bianca,
Mimi and
Betina.
Mags and
I didnt have time to get ready so we said goodbye to our fosterparents and their kids and took millions of pictures in our PJ's barefooted we got into the car and left. When we reached their house I got ready first so while waiting for
Mags to finish her shower and stuff we were upstairs
Bianca,
Mimi and
Betina was playing
pool while I sat near the fan drying my hair and Edsa was just being Edsa hehe. He then started
playing drums so I asked him to teach me some stuff, man its kinda hard!! So then
Mags came and joined us. We then had lunch and after lunch it was time to say goodbye to
Paulo,
Betina and
Edsa cept we couldnt find
Edsa untill we were in the car. So we said our goodbyes and took heaps of pictures as usual then left the house and made our way to GK site. When we got there we met up with the YFC there where we played some games and got to know each other better (the YFC Manila I mean) around 5pm we said goodbye to all the people in GK the kids, parents, YFC, everyone and made our way to the Airport.
On our way there we saw some cool buildings again. On the way to the airport was really sad because
none of us wanted to leave and tito was like oh its gonna be so quiet at home etc etc it was really sad. So we reached the airport tito said goodbye and left straight away cause he was sad that we were going and he didnt want to see us leave and stuff. So we met up with the rest of the gang took millions of pictures and made our way in. We checked in our bags and
sat on the floor Bianca and I was just looking at all the pictures we took, all the memories we have it was really sad. We then got seperated the non filipino and filipino so us non fillipino went first with brother Erin, Aubrey and Bishop, and was followed by
Mimi,
Mags,
Neil,
Mel,
Aaron,
Kevin,
Frankie,
Natalie and I. We went through customs had to take out our shoes and everything then made our way down to gate 3. This was now 9pm so while waiting for the rest to come all of us went upstairs to shop. Around 10pm we went downstairs where we met everyone else and started talking, then we found out that our
flight was delayed by an hour. So by
12am we went in the flight, I sat next to
Mags and
Bianca, first we were really hyper but after eating we all fell asleep. When I woke up we had already landed and it was 2am so no one was really in the mood for anything, we just choped our passports took our bags took millions of pictures said goodbye to everyone and went home.
Sorry details not included=)
xoxo
ciao
L o V i N g Y o U
8:52 AM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Listening to Just Feel Better by Santanna feat. Steven Tylor
You know when you listen to a certain type of music/song it reminds you of something/someone etc or just how you feel inside but cant seem to say it....and it actually makes you sad, why is that? or maybe its just me..I dunno...gosh the days seems to be going by so damn slow, Im trying to write down how I feel, but its just like uh...whatever, I really dont know anymore, sometimes I just wanna quit all this and just take a break, just sleep for a whole week or something....iono.....its one of those days where everything I do doesnt really matter anymore
I know I say this alot but, seriously relationships are getting waaay to complicated and does not mix with me anymore, its like i always end up being hurt no matter what. (I was gonna say something very smart but i forgot ahahahahahahahaha) anyways, im gonna go
xoxo
ciao
L o V i N g Y o U
7:46 AM
Friday, March 09, 2007
Listening to S.O.S by Rihanna
Erge! Dont you just hate it when somebody acts like she knows all of your friends. I mean she knows of him and acts like she knows him better then me!! erge! I hate it, ok I dont mind if you talk about him when I start the conversation about him but if you talk about him all the time it just pissess me off! all the information she gets about him is from ME! She hasnt even met the guy!!! uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. (takes deeeeeeeeeep breath)
Ok, nevermind that, Im not gonna let it bother me, 'cause the
WEEKEND IS HERE!! YAY!! you know what that means?? "screw you guys Im going to Labuan to
get drunk have a relaxing weekend" while you guys are here, in Gaydong, drinking mocktails, I will be in Labuan drinking cocktails, none of those fake mocktails, hehe and while you guys are saying "I wonder how clubs look like and stuff like that" HAHAHAHAHA well I'll be in one dancing the night awaaaaaaaaaaayyyy!! (oh I feel sorry for you AHAHAHAHAHAHAA) but dont worry Im sure you'll have fun, maybe not as much as me. Maybe one day you will know how it feels like hehe. Ok me gonna go get ready for the school disco, woo.
till next time
xoxo ciao
L o V i N g Y o U
12:42 AM
Monday, March 05, 2007
Listening to By The Way by Hinder
Ok, so I am so tired, I literally dont know what I am doing anymore + Im loosing my marbles. Man I want to say I regret going out last night/this morning, but I so dont, I actually really needed it especially speeding down the free way at 2am doing 195. But Im not here to talk about that, Im here to take all my anger out on a certain person/people/group who lets just say needs to grow up, mature up and get fucking laid (as
Dian says) because their "im so innocent, i dont know anything, i dont bitch about people" thing is getting old, very very old, and frankly if I hear that one more time, I think I would shuve a 50inch dildo (is that how you spell it) up their so called ass. As cold as it sounds, they need it. I mean ok, see I dont mind if you bitch about me then stop I can handle that but why do you wanna bitch about me everysingle day of your life? do you not have anything else to talk about? or do? why is it that you are NOT satisfied with your life so you bitch, to make your self better, does that even work?!?! Im guessing it doesnt, because the bitching hasnt stopped. Im just so.............annoyed!!! ehhhhhhhh!!! PISS ME OFF!! I just wanna bitch slap them. ( ok cyn breath in....breath out) anyways my reasonable bitching has to stop here, its 2am and I need to sleep, or else.
I think im loosing my marbels man, I have been forgeting alot of stuff, names, people, work, I seriouslly need a weekend of just sleep and nothing else. this could seriously damage my exams man. and ok I dont get it, because I cant be security and that im not going for the disco this friday, im not allowed to go for the year 11 party thing. whatthe? uh why? (not that I wanna go) but still, arent I in year 11? this school is so......(I wont say it, you use your wild imagination and think of it yourself)
till next time.
xoxo
ciao
L o V i N g Y o U
8:28 AM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Listening to It Takes Beauty To Replace An Old Ugly Frame
Ok, so its 2:05am, I just got home hahahaha. my weekend wasnt as planned. I was not suppose to go out this weekend but I guess, it wasnt meant to be, hehe. I woke up at 12pm today, had to rush and get ready for sunday school, where I met up with
Mags and we just did the usual hehe. After the class, I went to mass ( yes, I got to church people, imma goooood girl) anyways. after church I went to a party with
Uri, man that party was boring, we were the only teens there, so we started making fun of the people there, as mean as it sounds, it wasnt hehe. the party was so quiet,
Uri and I were the only one laugh our asses off etc etc. so we ate and straight away left, where we went to gadong. we wanted to watch a movie, but nothing good was on, so we went to swensens (is that how you spell it?) had had ice-cream, and chatted till late. We then went to Chill and had nachos and just chilled and talked etc etc, we also met
Izzat who joined us for awhile, then left. When he left, we saw
Mish, who talked to us for awhile then left. Around 11pm, we left chill, and just cruise around brunei, went to see the new Q-lap mall, then went to mamih for a drink, and just chatted there till about 1-ish. On our way back, we first did
160km/hr on the free way, we then stopped to check if the tires were ok, then did
195km/hr it was
fucking awesome, but verry dangerous especially when we had to turn, the car was shaking like crazy and we could feel it like lift and stuff, then the
cops saw us, well actually the passer bys saw us when we stopped so they called the cops, but luckily we got away with it, it was so weird though 'cause we were talking abt what if the cops came, and just then they did, we were like
OMG hahahaha kinda thing hehe (I know stooopid hehehe) then we got lost sending me home, but found out way back in jln muara hehe. So here I am blogging about it hehe, it was a fun/chill out day. had heaps of fun, hehe. anyways im gonna go to bed 'cause its 2:17am and I have school in few hours (hooray!! *sarcasm*) so take cares guys.
till next time.
xoxo
ciao
L o V i N g Y o U
10:02 AM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Listening to If everyone cared by Nickelback
Man this weekend has been so busy for me, I havent gone out (which is a good thing, I think) I have been at home doing work and somehow it feels like I havent accomplished much at all. It sucks!! Next week&the week after, is gonna be so busy for me, Im gonna hand in all my english coursework on monday, my math past year paper 3, I have to see Ms.Tosene (is that how you spell her name) and I have to see Mrs.Sanderson. On tuesday my malay orals have to be memorised for a practice oral test, then on Thursday is my malay oral exam (SHIT!!) friday is the disco (nothing much there hehe) uhm then the week after next, on tuesday I have my ICT exam(shi-it!!) but lets not forget my music coursework which I have no skills in. and drama? well Im all confused for that, so lets not talk about it, 'cause just thinking about it makes my head hurts hehe.
So as you can see, because of these stooopid wonderful courseworks, my social life is now on hold. and it looks like I wont be going to Labuan for awhile as well. ( which sucks ass!!)
Phillippines trip is 2 weeks from now, I hope it will be fun hehe, urge!! Im gonna be dead by the time I get back, because our flight back from Phillippines is around 1:45am, which means we will reach brunei around 3:30-45am, by the time I get home it would be around 4-4:15/30am and I probably wont get to bed untill 5:00am then on that very same day I have to take the 7:00am ferry to Labuan, then take a flight to K.K. how exhausting! just saying it makes me wanna sleep more hehe.
uhm, okays I think thats it for now. till next time guys,
xoxo
ciao
"Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to."
L o V i N g Y o U
5:35 AM
